Kisah hari ini dan HOMeDec

Hari ni de 2 important news yg sy terima.. I received all the good news in the morning.. Smue kengkawan yang bersalin bulan 11 ni smue dah dapat baby.. I'm so glad.. Gik visit my dear assistant Lisa kt klinik bersalin.. chomei sangat baby girl die.. She's so happy.. Awal 4 hari bersalin :)) Takpe la smue slamat.. But later after office got news from facebook yg my other friend yg bersalin Jumaat haritu lost her baby boy :(( sedih sangat..She got married early 2 weeks dari saya.. Share the joy of our first pregnancy together... Due pon bulan same.. But Allah loves her baby much more than any of us could.. 

Now tinggal saye je.. Due bulan 11 and tak bersalin lagi.. Honestly saya takut jugak.. Cuma boleh doa banyak - banyak semoga Allah tolong saya. Last Friday check up everything ok... :) Hubby always tell me that it's a natural thing .. Millions of women bejaye.. saya mesti ok.. :)) Harap - harapnye begitulah..

Lepas my sis bebel2.. finally my bag dah ready kt keta hubby :D I know I've turn 36 weeks dh last week.. This week dh week no 37.. A sign of anytime labour.. :D Bekas baju baby pon saya dah ready kan.. so nnt bile baby dah balik, dah senang.. baby cot pon hubby dah bersihkan.. Rasenye dah ready la in term of preparation.. Cuma saya ni inexperience laa... Tak tau nnt nk besalin camne..

Walaupun dah 9 months.. sempat gak gik homedec tengok - tengok trend deco baru.. :)) dapat la ckit idea untuk hias rumah baru. Ok la overall.. yg pastinya hubby dapat kipas baru mistral :)) Susah sangat nk jumpe stock.. Yg ade ni de diskaun plak.. so trus beli.. Harapnye exercise kaki ni bleh membantu mudahkan bersalin :D

Bila Glucose Tolerence Test Tersasar..

When we say pregnancy.. ade banyak sangat cerita yang pelbagai kan.. Lain orang lain ragam dan ketahanan. Ade orang dengan mudah melepasi saat - saat pregnancy tanpa banyak masalah.. Ada yang awal - awal mabuk teruk sampai dehydrated, bleeding  N macam - macam lagi..

Saya alhamdulillah tak mabuk sampai mubtah - muntah mula - mula dulu.. tapi susah gak nak pilih makanan pe yang leh masuk ke mulut.. makan dan minum mesti jugak sebab nak pastikan Baby besar dengan sihat. But keadaan tenang tu tak berpanjangan rupanya.. ada juga ujian lain ketika pregnant ni.

My Oral glucose test fail when I was 5 month pregnant. My dad memang diabetes.. And he use insulin now to control ..but I do have ideal weight and makan pon biase2 je rasenya.. Pelik and frustrated sangat - sangat bila tau yang pas minum air gula yang tak sedap tu after 2 hours.. my sugar tak trun to normal range... Then I was told to do BSP..  Doktor gives me one schedule.. datang cucuk amek darah sikit kat jari pagi kol 8 tanpa makan sebelum tu.. Then sarapan.. then datang after 2 hours untuk cucuk jari lagi.. then datang lagi 2 hours after makan tengah hari and 2 hours after makan malam.. Result memang turun naik.. de mase 4. lebih.. bila tersasar bleh jadi 6 atau 7. lebih especially bila minum manis or makan ais krim :p.. And memang sebenarnya I don't understand why I need to do this.. Is it nak tengok my actual makan time what happen to my sugar or what... But I did the test every month sekali sampai la when I turn 34 weeks.. register kat PPUM and the doctor tell me to meet the dietician.

That dietician told me how I should eat and I need to control my carbohydrate sbenarnye supaya glucose level bleh maintain.. so I need to eat 6 times a day untuk pastikan my baby dapat food and at the same time control my carbohydrate.. Protein bleh amek banyak.. it is carbohydrate yang perlu dikurangkan.. bila dah makan camtu baru wat BSP.. kena wat sniri 2 kali sminggu.. :(( Actually this BSP told you what happen when you eat rice banyak ni or banyak ni.. what happen bila makan roti putih 2 keping.. jadi kita tahu badan kita cam mane.. "oooo.. camtu ek..." 

Now I'm good at cucuk jari snirik untuk test.. hehe.. My dad suppose ade machine tu tapi tak tau la nape die gile plak.. reading smue tak betul.. so I just bought a cheap new one untuk digunakan skarang.. n abah pon bleh guna nanti bila die nak gune.. (sbenarnye sebab 1 box 50 strip optium same harga ngan 1 set machine accu chek ngan 35 strip die..)

Honestly tak senang pon nak control.. ye la.. hubby minum air rebena ais kat sbelah.. sedapnye.. takan nk minum air putih je.. :D but at least.. ade la beringat sikit makan nasi kurangkan ckit.. minum air tu jgn manis je.. minum air suam kena banyak - banyak.. Ok la tu.. Scan baby pon she's in a good size.. tak besar and tak kecik.. Hopefully OK la check up nanti hari Jumaat..

Actually, ramai gak yang dapat gestational diabetes ni.. my friend kat opis pon 2 - 3 orang padahal ckit je perempuan  kat opis tu :D  Tau.. ramai yang tipu bila wat BSP... makan awal ckit before cucuk.. so it becomes 2 hours lebih sangat.. so gula bleh trun banyak.. or if wat snirik cucuk banyak kali 1 time je.. :( sebab tamo masalah kena warded or komen by doktor. Huhu.. macam2 ragam.. ok la tu.. kalo reading asyik 10 je memang kena amek insulin or warded.. Neway, tu masing - masing kan.. cuma harap baby selamat and in good size.. and everything back to normal after bersalin.. :) Kalo baby besar sangat nanti pon susah nak keluar.. baik try control ckit..

Nak cucuk hubby yang suke makan manis tu :p

HaPPy AnniVerSary CyG.. !!

It's 23rd October Again.. :)

Last time memang countdown beriya to this date.. The most special day for me and hubby.. The day we've become hubby and wifey.. :))

One year has pass.. rase cam baru je lagi kawen.. :))
So many good  things this one year.. Preggy 1st baby.. dapat kunci umah baru... :) Alhamdulillah.. syukur sangat.. harap Allah berkati dan redhai hubungan kami hingga lah ke Syurga..

I'm so grateful that.. I always got

Someone to love... and love me back..

Someone to go home to..

Someone who give me all the sweet cuddles after a long day of work..

Someone I can always talk the nonsense to

Someone who tease me and yet make me smile

Someone who tell me if I'm wrong no matter how angry I am then..

Someone who gives me all the positive thought

Someone that knows me so well

And it's so wonderful having him around each day...

With lots of luv... 

To my dearest hubby.. another half of me..

I don't know bout other people tapi wedding really complete me.. :)) Thanx jugak to hubby blanje sy favorite meal smalam.. masakkan breakfast these 2 days... :)) Luv cyg so much...

Doakan kami dapat baby yang sihat.. selamat..
Doakan kami bahagia sampai syurga.. :))

Mix Feelings

It's already 34 weeks now... tengok kat countdown pon tulis 5 minggu 4 hari.. if I'll deliver my baby on time.. if awal cammane?? I got mix feelings.. Worry of what will happen.. Worry if I can't take up the pain.. Worry bout my deskwork as well.. Worry of place that can take care of my baby.. Am I going to have enough morning time to arrange everything.. and driving all around Shah Alam every morning.. Sending mama to office.. sending my baby and get to my office.. 

And I need to relax too.. My tummy just got bigger.. and heavier.. Done my check up and BSP at Suraya on last Thursday and the doctor tell me that my baby weight around 2.1 kg now.. an ideal weight currently.. I notice she gain 200 grams a week.. wonder if she end up being 2 kg plus only or 3 kg.. I just hope she's healthy..

Been to PPUM for first time check up. Been there last week for booking and appoinment. Lucky that they still consider me.. Hopefully, I can deliver my baby there just as planned.. they already open a file for me.. and I have to come again at 36 weeks.. another 2 weeks.. I pretty like the environment there.. comfy waiting compare to clinic desa.. of course. I finally meet the dietician.. she's nice and she told me how to control my diet and did my BSP.. now, I need to find pencucuk yang sesuai since my dad punya dh stuck :(( at least.. they allow me to do it myself rather than go to clinic 4 times a day..

I've contact one Taska.. they got place for my baby if I need one in January or February.. My friend all suggest that place.. clean.. nice.. got baby cot.. It just, the monthly fees is RM380.. I really have to do some survey before deciding a place to send my baby.. Lil Zafran's place seems fine too.. When he's less than 1 year they charge RM280.. but now he's almost 4.. I don't think they maintain the rate.. Any suggestion for Taska around section 7, 2 or 3?? I wonder how much people pay nowadays.. If most Taska charge RM350.. I probably decide to just send my baby at the best place with extra RM30..

Curiosity!! I read books.. Bought myself 1 baby book yesterday at MPH Mid Valley..

See.. I think it's pretty interesting.. It cost me only RM30..

And I've been reading this book..

It's my sister's and I think it's a really good book... especially for pregnancy and delivery..  Currently gaining info bout the delivery... :D

Oh.. I do read Pa & Ma and Mami Baby all these months for info.. especially info on breast feeding.. I found pamplet from KPJ is great help for breastfeeding.. :)) Compact with everything I need to know.. I got it when visiting hubby's cousin there..

Next Sunday will be my 1st anniversary.. :)) Kejap sangat masa berlalu.. dah setahun kami kahwin.. I can't wait.. and I'm more than happy to have my baby.. :))

Oh.. My 8th month and Nursing Bra

This week akan masuk 33 minggu preggy :)

And I start getting a bit worried about delivering my baby :((  Camne? Will I be ok then.. Cuma boleh doa dan berharap semuanya dipermudahkan oleh Allah.. We finally decide to have my baby at PPUM.. dah pergi last Tuesday ngan hubby.. Hubby seems satisfied ngan tempat klinik mengandung baru ni.. :D Diorang just pindah to new building.. Dah wat appoinment so next Friday kena datang with another BSP result.. Rasenya mau cuti hari Khamis n buat BSP skali.. :D 

But works  seems heavier months yang akhir2 ni... I know.. Kerja memangla camtu.. Sometimes I wish that I have more space in minds.. To really remember everything.. And frankly said.. At 8 months, my strength did feel a bit reduced.. Ye la.. Wake up 2 to 3 times waktu malam tu normal kan.. so tidur  a bit terganggu which means rehat terganggu.. Kurang mampu nak stay up untuk wat keje like usual days.. :( yet so many to get completed.. So  I get worried.. and it's not good..

I start to feel my baby so big inside me.. Sempit n keras je perut.. Susah nk cari position yang selesa.. It's ok that I know she's fine and getting bigger n healthy. Kadang - kadang sakit bila die move.. maybe sebab die move but my tummy ni tak bleh nk stretch lg.. :(

Ok.. nk citer pasal nursing bra plak.. Besh je bile tengok orang lain senang je nk beli. Penat cari size sesuai.. even kat Mark n Spencer pon takde.. sedih.. Lastnye browsing terjumpa international site Bravissimo.. UK base. Besh tengok range yang die ade.. Siap de klip on cara betul untuk pakai bra n tau size tu betul2 fit ngan kite.. Smue mesti tengok rasenya. So I make a purchase and dapat my order less than 1 week.. Memang la mahal ckit sebab currency exchange rate tapi sebab dah takde.. daripada beli yang size tak betul.. I think I should spend sikit untuk a few nursing bra.. baru beli 1 untuk test n puas hati.. :) So siapa yang nak cari size boleh cek kat cni.. cup D smpai K..

Ni contoh nursing bra yang die jual.. pretty nice design kan.. (pic credit to bravissimo.com)

Ok la.. update nanti plak ek..