Showing posts with label Dear Khayra. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dear Khayra. Show all posts

Feb 15, 2012

Dear Khayra 2

Assalamualaikum my dear.. (Monday 30 Jan 2012)

Time did fly so fast.. and it's indeed so true that a baby grows so fast.. me and abah both agree that your cheek are now chubby than before.. and you really have gain some weight that we feel that you're heavier when we lifted you up. You no longer can wear newborn diapers.. S for certain brand seems just fit.. S for Mamypoko works just fine for you.. Some newborn cloths becomes fit.. and we prefer to dress you in bigger 3 - 6 months clothes even though it's slightly bigger.. so you won't complain on the hot day.. I bought Poney gown in 3-6M size for you.. it's slightly big but the length just fine.. So you fit Mothercare dress better :o We all believe you'll be tall one day.. taller than me maybe because you got Abah's gen in you. It's no surprise.. Well, you're 2 months now. Of course things will go different each day.

You not yet know how to really lift up your head. You start doing so but still need sometimes to hold it steadily.. so we still hold your head while lift you up. But you have start enjoy talking to people.. you talk to me, to abah, atuk, opah, nenek... everyone that talk to you.. and you even reward them with your cute smile. Abah is the happiest beside me.. I love hearing he talks to you even though sometimes he talk to you about me :D You finally smiling to me... and I'm so happy to watch it everytime you did it..

I 'm not sure where it comes from but you start to cry so loud whenever you didn't get your milk.. it's louder than a month before.. :D and it comes with so many extra sound :) like you're telling us something. Then you turn to your side searching for it... Last Sunday... you suddenly turn all your body :D But I know you didn't really like stay on your tummy because you can't lift your head yet.. hehe.. Despite that, I usually let you have some tummy time so you can practice lifting your head..

I read you 'Goldilocks and the Three Bears' everyday.. usually in the morning. Previously, you never pay attention to the book.. Now, you probably can see colors so you start to love looking at the book with me.. :) I hope to get you more books for us to read together so you can look at variety things... 

Your mittens start to get all wets.. I think you start to have control over your hand so you finally can really put them in your mouth and suck it whenever you want.. I really think I should get you a pacifier that you'll like because I don't like you to suck your fingers when you're ready not to wear mitten anymore.

Nenek agree to take care of you.. It's such a relief to me :) Now, I'm not so worried how are you at the nursery... You'll get all the care and loving from nenek and I can concentrate on my works. I got less than a month now before I start working.. I hope you behave when staying with nenek... I really can't wait for you to finally laugh and giggles.. and lift your head... and playing with your gym.. well, so much happen since my last letter to you.. and so much will happen later I believe..



Another gift from Mak Long

Jan 3, 2012

Dear Khayra 1

Happy New Year sayang... 

It's your first new year and our first with you. We just sit home on this New Year but we are all happy. We've bought you toys and we spend new year sit and play with you. Time flies so fast that you're already in your week 7 today. 1 month plus have pass behind us. And you just getting bigger :D Pipi tambah kembong and abah really love that. 

No words could describe our feelings for you. How we're so grateful that you finally born in this world. And just like what Abah always told me.. he named you Khayra Sofea. We love you so much.. all of us in the family are so happy with your arrival. They kish you everyday. :)

If you could see how gentle Abah is when he hold you. He really loves you, you know.. I'm so happy that he's so happy to have you.. Everytime he said to me ' Kita dah ada baby'. I know he really like that fact and I'm so happy having a beautiful girl and wonderful husband. You complete us. But sure we think you'll have siblings one day.. Insya Allah. They tell me you look like him, you know.. :)

I never thought that I finally have a baby girl.. Since I'm small, I've been asking Opah and Mak Long to give birth to a baby girl because girls are so adorable to me. But they end up give birth to cute baby boys that I love till now. Never thought that I'm the one finally give birth to beautiful baby girl. Manja sangat.. So I have to learn to understand my daughter.. and yep.. I love shopping for u!!

So many things has happen since you born.. You've been warded for Jaundice one night. How I fear that I'll fail to breastfeed you.. How worried I am if I don't have enough energy to care for you at night time. But things turn out well.. Now you love to sleep on my laps.. Love my cuddles.. and love being fed by me.. Me too.. finally adjust myself so I can keep up with you.

And I love you so much.. and can't wait for a new milestone... Now you've start make sound sometimes.. Start to look around.. Can't wait to see your first smile. :) I hope I can help you learn and give the best to you.. 

With love, Mama..





New Year present for you..

Nov 20, 2011

Dear Baby..

There's so much to say but too less words I got with me.. My feelings mix up between how impatient I am to hold my lil ones.. how scared I am when the doctor told me that they will force me into labour.. How I will be so happy to have my baby with me.. How scared I am to hold myself from all the pain.. How my life will change after this..

Between all those mix feelings.. I can promise only one.. I will love you so much no matter what.. :) and I will give you all the cuddles you need..

Physically everything's ready.. Your clean clothes.. your bed with new pillow.. I'm so excited to breastfeed you.. and I hope we can make it together until you are 2 years.. I even bought breast pump and I hope I won't give up.. Weeks I'm worried of who will take care of you when I'm at work.. and I hope you have the best place to stay 8 hours while I'm away.. last week me and abah finally decide a Taska for you.. They can handle EBM and they even teach baby lessons.. :) My friends give me good review of that place... I hope you like it too.. Don't worry I won't be far.. I'll get to you fast whenever problems happen to you.

Abah is so happy that you finally will be born.. he's been studying about being ready of your birth.. And we did some last minute shopping and hopefully everything will be ready :)

All I can do now is pray.. and lots of pray that Allah will help both of us survive this labour.. I hope I can hold the pain.. and give birth to you faster..Well you probably born tomorrow.. 21.11.2011

With lots of love from Mama.. :))